The most difficult task
of undergoing transformation into a godbeing is to watch the most cherished
human values disappear into the fires of pure existence. It is a sacrifice only
a godbeing can make, and you cannot resolve the paradox that you as a human
being must make it. So, what to do? If your desire for god union is real, then
you must accept the conditions of godspace life. There is more inherent
satisfaction in living out of godspace than in servicing the illusions of
others, even when they suffer. Nothing within the human condition can relieve
its own suffering, and personal satisfaction gained by compassionate action
belies the real source of pain, which is the existential confusion that defines
the human experience. If you are having trouble with this idea, look deeply
into your resistance. There is no greater relief (or greater loss) than being
free of this confusion.
