Beneath the veils of
light, within the dark waters of pure existence, something eternally stirs.
Something mysterious knows itself more intimately than any lovers know each
other. Existing in full knowledge of its boundless being, it both affirms and
denies itself. In its knowing, existence and non-existence embrace each other
with infinite energy, sending waves of pure existence godbeings into the void
to carry out the eternal struggle for absoluteness. Within those waves, the
helplessness of the mission is veiled over in a myriad of formed realities.
Panicked godbeings become dreaming buddhas, settling down into an eternity of
evasions. Disguised as creators, they conceal their infinite astonishment that
they exist. Their life is a continual bemusement over dream beings struggling
in their consciousness. They avoid dealing with the fact that these dream
beings belie their godbeing terror about unmanageability of pure existence
within itself.
This is the situation
behind all creation, which is an infinite collection of godbeing/buddha dream
realities, of which the human condition is one possibility of one godbeing
playing itself out. As human beings awaken to discover what is at work behind
their reality, they choose one of two paths—and there are only two—the one that
affirms existence and the other which negates existence. There is nothing false
about either of these positions. Earthplanet plane is one ground upon which
this eternal struggle reveals itself, never offering solutions and only giving
itself expression to keep uncertain the awful ambiguity that must never be
faced.
Godbeings that manifest
and sustain individual human lives are waves of this struggle arising out of a
greater godbeing (a dreaming buddha) needing to justify its existence through the
formed dream reality that is earthplanet plane. From its energetic position
within the cosmos of godbeing adventurers, it cannot enter the life of its
human dreamed beings. So, it manifests less energetically potent waves of
itself to carry the dilemma of pure existence into its dream creation, imbuing
these offspring godbeings with the desire to enter individual human lives.
Their purpose is to recruit them as a means of exploring godbeing status within
the untold possibilities of human life stories and through those stories to
manifest something to justify the greater godbeing’s existence.
